♥

Such a long time I never post anything about Him ♥ ♥

Well..Everything go smooth and sweet :)

I never mentioned doesn't mean I don't care

We love each other more and more nowadays

I love you my one's ♥

Im back :) 12 AUG 2011

Such a very long time since on May I hasn't update my bloggie

and now I'm back here now :)

It's too much things happening and I don't really know how to resolve

so well better said that I do well recently because am felt so anxious to look back with it

I believe that You all might to be same as me doesn't like to flashback some memories that will remind you to grieve

All I want to said is

Alright ! It's Okay now

You all don't care about me and I' ll take very good care on myself

I felt disappointed that you all was the same

I thought both of you axactly different for me and I know I was so wrong now !

My tears drop so madly and no one stand there to comfort me.

Come support me ! ♥

♥ yellow dudee ..

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April 09

Im busy working recently

Its so tired because of Imma work night shift 0730-0130 *Sigh

so the good things is I cant hang out every nights and dont need spend so much ,

You known what ? I could spend about rm400 per week but dont know where to used LOL !!

so NOW ! Save money for My future :)

time less to meet Him because of work ?

Nope . Not at all :)

He ll came to find me when I break or else fetch me home after finish work

He is so damm sayang me ! weird ? I dont think so .

Maybe he just want to make up for what happened or promises . Agreed ? XD

He promise not to grieve and disappointed me anymore . Mr. prove to me then !

Do you hear it ? Mr.

And I have to work Pc fair on this coming weekend

oh ya ! I needed more 1 job something like part time or maybe work morning shift ?

*better can end about 0700 cause I need work night shift

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事业，感情，家庭

事业 :

原本打算学好美容，往后当为出色的美容师

因为某些因素把这计划好的美梦打破了。没办法之下为有暂时做着美发师。

想说把生活大部分都寄托在事业上，事业为重。所以为有 '马死落地走'

感情 :

兜兜转转，又回到了起跑点

是的，我们复合了 :)

听到 看到 也感觉到你对我说的每一句话是发自内心的

最爱还是听到你说的那句，再次抓紧了你，休想我再放手。

说真，还真不敢相信这些话是从你口中说出来，好不像你。

我不知道以后的我们会怎麽样，只知道要珍惜现在拥有的。

那还是未知数，无人晓得。

我希望得到祝福 :)

家庭 :

最近一直都跟家人相处的不好，开口闭口都会吵架。

其实我都懂那一定都是我做错事，但就是不想去理会，任由它犯错。

有足够能力的话，我会搬出来住。

我想说

时间让我看透了那所谓的事实与虚假

这一秒可以爱得很深厚，下一秒能说感觉完了

像烟火享受那段时刻，是美丽的。然后恢复宁静。

发现自己很固执也很坚持自己相信的

习惯了沉默，不爱说话，不经意的发呆..最爱这个时刻，脑袋空白

发现自己不懂得爱人

爱不需要挂在嘴边，而是行动，努力的偏置未来

回想起当时的自己是多麽的可笑

你给的爱让我变成熟了，谢谢你 =)

我的最爱

像一场梦却醒不过来
另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得
为你付出所有
只要一想起你的温柔
就会让我看不清楚
你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强
我却都忍的住
清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱
不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你
无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我
却看见远方寂寞
爱将会克服一切
在我心中
你永远是我的最爱
不管爱你有多难
我不会停止爱着你
握着你温热的手
就算偶尔透露
你的不安和放纵
我总是相信你
像一场梦却醒不过来
另一个你在看着我
他问我愿不愿意
给你更多自由
只要一想起你的忧愁
就会让我看不清楚
你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强
我却都忍的住
你的孤独
你永远是我的最爱
不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你
无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我
却看见远方寂寞
爱将会克服一切
在我心中
你永远是我的最爱
不管爱你有多难
我不会停止爱着你
握着你温热的手
就算偶尔透露
你的不安和放纵
我总是相信你

时间

时间证明了我的坚持是对的

这段时间里学会了很多

该用什麽方式去维持彼此的关系

回头看才发现从前的自己是多麽不成熟

经历过才明白一段感情拉的太紧太用力只会让对方透不了气

最后分手收场。

当然，不合适的话说再多也只是废话。那不如放手。

发现原来放慢脚步会看见更多面孔

人心难测，真的很可怕

谁出于真心关心你，谁在看笑话，你我都懂。心了就好。

Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie (Part 2) ft. Eminem LYRICS

Love The Way You Lie.Part II ♥

On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that's all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna]
Now there's gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you'll always win
even when I'm right
'cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

[Chorus]

[Rihanna]
So maybe I'm a masochist

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/love-the-way-you-lie-part-ii-lyrics-rihanna.html ]

I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin' up
in smoke with all our memories

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
that we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counselin'
this house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
with you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

[Chorus]

11th January 11

很快的，我们已经分开了将近一个月 =)

你开始了属于你的新生活

而我却还在停留在我们的回忆中，还舍不得醒过来

知道你有了你的生活，我没去干扰过

但命运就是爱作弄人

不知道是谁那麽无聊做出这种事

女人，何必为难女人

确实不是你的 '她' 做的，所以别误会

但我真的很想懂

明明你能够阻止但你却没这麽做....

不用同情也不要觉得我可怜

我只想述说我的心情，没别的用意。

08 January

回忆让我想起属于我们的曾经

心很不自觉的疼痛起来，又哭了

我不晓得自己在干嘛

我恳求你如果你真的不是想我了

就真的拜托你别来我伤口撒盐

为什么每当我要下定决心的时候，

你却要给希望我..然后又狠下心的要回

不懂，我真的不懂

你到底还想要我怎麽样

去到哪里，我都会想起你

还记得我告诉过你

我想要去到哪里都要有着属于我们的记忆，好让你回想起我，想起我们一起做过的事

就连去戏院看戏也好，我也要每一家商场有影院的都要去看一次，不管有多远

但现在的你，食言了

我真的真的好想你。

03:22 a.m.

夜深 0309

还在想着你暗示要我听懂的话

我不明白也想不通

害怕想错了让自己白高兴一场

' 爱上你，不需要理由

你到底懂不懂

可是怀念，竟比失去，还要更难受

噢~爱让我想起你的时候

泪禁不住滑落

可惜你永远 都不会懂 '

是什麽意思 ?

如果你不是想我了，拜托你能不能别给假希望我

你的一句话就足够让我慌了一整天甚至整夜都睡不好

你到底懂不懂 ?

我什麽都不想，不听，不理

但不表示我不在乎

你知道我在等你吗

I Never Told You ♥ Just like My feeling Right Now.

I miss those blue eyes

How you kiss me at Night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you

It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

04 January 2011

最近都把自己搞得好累

是很累没错，但还是睡不着

最害怕就是晚上，宁静的夜晚让我特别的思念你

害怕自己情不自禁的找你，所以从晚上出到第2天早上才回家，都还是睡不着 @@

快死的了我

有留意我博客的都知道我有打支针 - B型肝炎

原来我都小看它的影响力了

听见Faye的Daddy说了才晓得原来它的严重性。

交给医生处理也不会为你做的妥当，毕竟他只是负责帮你切割。

还有的是我的抵抗力会比平常人来的特别低，所以很容易会被病毒传到也容易传染给别人

所以朋友们离我远远会比较好

不得轻视它，没照顾好会很快的恶化成肝癌

约定好12月15日那天打第2支，却没乖乖听话

也没告诉家人这件事，免得他们担心。

这几天做的事已经足够令他们慌了心，对不起。

除了抱歉还是抱歉。

我会收拾好我的心情，但需要时间。

要多久就连我也不晓得，也怕不得。

唯一精神支柱就是等他回头的那天，他说 我回来了.....

love the way you gave ♥

有很多事情是大家肉眼看不见，听不到，感觉不到的。

我真的不希望听见有人说他的不是

毕竟是属于我们2人的故事

旁人不会明白的，恋爱过的人一定都懂吧

真的，你们的关心我知道也都感觉得到。谢谢你们，真的很谢谢你们。

我爱你

终于鼓起勇气

把你我的一切都删除掉了

到目前为止我还真的搞不清楚状况，分手的原因也不晓得

我能感受到你的无奈还有我一直都没用心察觉到的压力

我没怪过你，真的。

只是很生气自己不够贴心，没用心去关心你

身边的人都在嘲笑，我不想去理会，因为我心里只有你。

身边的朋友都劝我放手别傻别在等他

我哭了，大家也哭了

但 又有谁真的懂我了

我跟他怎麽样 ? 是我们的事，毕竟在一起的只有我们两个当事人

当然或许下一个会比他来得好

我就是那么犯贱，没有人能够取代他在我心中的位置。

你对我说过很多话，我都记得。

临睡前都会用你的心去想，当你说这句话的时候是怎麽样的心情

每一天都在幻想着收到你的简讯，来电显示。

傻笑着与空气对话，望着影像里面的你对着我撒娇的样子。

可能我是真的想太多了。

分手时候，失眠了整个星期也吃不下什麽，严重爆廋 !!

家人也担心了，自爆自弃自残也很自私 !!

我知道你有女朋友了，希望你跟她是幸福的。

如果这一切是你希望看到的，是你想要的，我都会支持你祝福你。

我只想说，我爱你。真的爱你了。